Then and Now

"I had you
Now I've lost you
I knew you
Now I've forgotten you
I looked up to you
Now I look down on you
You were closer than any other
Now you're just a stranger
I loved to be around you
Now it's hard to even be near you
I loved who you were
Now I hate who you've become" 

I think that covers how I'm feeling.

Note to self: 

2) Keep a good poker face and hold your tongue - especially when people give you reason to do the opposite..

3) Trust only a few people with the important stuff.  

"Experience: That most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn" - C.S. Lewis.